Things I hate (I must be emo)

Thoughtcrime · 02-11-2006

I wrote this at 3:00 am last night for absolutely no reason. I thought I was dreaming but when I got up this morning it was sitting there, a little text file on my computer, waiting to be read. It was so emo I thought I'd share it with you guys.

I hate you because now that you're all perfect and wonderful I can't have you. Now that everyone wants you I'm not the person that can say I'm going out with you. Now that you're out of my league you moved up and moved on. I got another you, out of my league, and the same thing is going to happen. It's a different you. It's all you. I am not myself, Joe is not Joe, Jake is not Jake. They are you. It makes me want to kill myself because in killing myself I'd be killing you. In shooting my Tyler you would die. Die you, die die die. I used to think that death was the worst thing that could happen to me, to you. In the long dreamy summer that had all too short a lease. I thought that if I were ever to lose you, lose her, lose myself, I'd lose my heart. Now I wish you would die, damnit I wish you would die, damnit die die. It would be easier to go to your funeral than to see you with him, to avoid places I love to go because you'll be there with him, to avoid places we used to go because the smells bring back memories. On the park bench it says "you plus him" and that makes me sad because that was last November and that him was me. Now that him itsn't me. That him is mocking me. He's all my good traits saying you can't have her. Saying I have her and you don't. And so many guys would pay to have who I have but I don't want who I have I want you. In your cowgirl costume, in the theatre, in the kitcken late at night. In that cold room, on the proch, hanging out and drinking Snapple. You, it is you, it is you, I'll never learn to love again. I hate to love to hate. It's all cold and I feel you away. I felt you away in Arizona, in Portland, in 2004 when nothing and everything was perfect. Damnit, damn you, damn you, damn you. Get away or come back, choose one but not both. Otherwise I hang up this phone.

psychoDiablo · 02-11-2006

lol. will you please stop saying the word, "emo" ? it's fucking retarded.

eh, you should look into your own writing. i think there's something it's saying there. (to you)

SketchImpressions · 02-11-2006

actually. i have writen similar 3 am rants. and as far as rants go it was entertaining.

Jagged · 02-12-2006

I really liked it Mudd. I attempted to give you reputation but it wouldnt let me. *Snarles*

SketchImpressions · 02-12-2006

*shakes fist* damm that rep failure.

Sir Auric · 02-21-2006

Interesting.

I liked the bit about shooting Tyler.

If this was reworked into some format or another, it would be powerful.

SpudNuts · 02-21-2006

Damn Hippies...

Sir Auric · 02-21-2006

Hippies...where?

Thoughtcrime · 02-21-2006

Quote:

Originally Said by Frea Aelmihtig

I liked the bit about shooting Tyler.

Ahh yes, that's my favorite part too. Tyler is my favorite character from anything. Along with Cooper Harris, Ender Wiggin, Rachel Green, Sam Fisher, Lara Croft and Leon Scott Kennedy. Major rep for anyone who knows what each of those characters is from.

02-11-2006	#1
Thoughtcrime I grew up to be black. Join Date: Dec 2003 Age: 32 Posts: 7,252 Rep Power: 103	Things I hate (I must be emo) I wrote this at 3:00 am last night for absolutely no reason. I thought I was dreaming but when I got up this morning it was sitting there, a little text file on my computer, waiting to be read. It was so emo I thought I'd share it with you guys. I hate you because now that you're all perfect and wonderful I can't have you. Now that everyone wants you I'm not the person that can say I'm going out with you. Now that you're out of my league you moved up and moved on. I got another you, out of my league, and the same thing is going to happen. It's a different you. It's all you. I am not myself, Joe is not Joe, Jake is not Jake. They are you. It makes me want to kill myself because in killing myself I'd be killing you. In shooting my Tyler you would die. Die you, die die die. I used to think that death was the worst thing that could happen to me, to you. In the long dreamy summer that had all too short a lease. I thought that if I were ever to lose you, lose her, lose myself, I'd lose my heart. Now I wish you would die, damnit I wish you would die, damnit die die. It would be easier to go to your funeral than to see you with him, to avoid places I love to go because you'll be there with him, to avoid places we used to go because the smells bring back memories. On the park bench it says "you plus him" and that makes me sad because that was last November and that him was me. Now that him itsn't me. That him is mocking me. He's all my good traits saying you can't have her. Saying I have her and you don't. And so many guys would pay to have who I have but I don't want who I have I want you. In your cowgirl costume, in the theatre, in the kitcken late at night. In that cold room, on the proch, hanging out and drinking Snapple. You, it is you, it is you, I'll never learn to love again. I hate to love to hate. It's all cold and I feel you away. I felt you away in Arizona, in Portland, in 2004 when nothing and everything was perfect. Damnit, damn you, damn you, damn you. Get away or come back, choose one but not both. Otherwise I hang up this phone. __________________

02-11-2006	#2
psychoDiablo Thx for the memories Join Date: Apr 2003 Posts: 15,971 Rep Power: 205	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) lol. will you please stop saying the word, "emo" ? it's fucking retarded. eh, you should look into your own writing. i think there's something it's saying there. (to you) __________________ I wouldn't say I'm psycho only because I'm able to handle it. Now learn patience To chill is to be chillin. Chillin is cooperating with your surroundings, unknowing'st of what everything is capable of; and all the while, as it happens and after, to accept without any thought of good or bad, but mainly, just enjoying rather deeply, the moment you had to sit and think. (Not thinking.) \|-Mr.MCR-\| Will you write Will you love Will you enjoy Life when I am gone? You will. by Angelina "I have lived life as horrible as it was, and as beautiful as it has become."

02-11-2006	#3
SketchImpressions AlmostSmart Goddess Join Date: Jan 2006 Age: 35 Posts: 2,153 Rep Power: 69	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) actually. i have writen similar 3 am rants. and as far as rants go it was entertaining. __________________ "I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells." — Dr. Seuss What we have is socialism for the rich and trickle down economics for the rest of us. I am part of the 99% of Americans left outside of Economic Elite circles...

02-12-2006	#4
Jagged Live, Love, Laugh. Join Date: Jan 2004 Age: 34 Posts: 1,631 Rep Power: 47	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) I really liked it Mudd. I attempted to give you reputation but it wouldnt let me. Snarles __________________ "Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no ones definition of your life, but define yourself."

02-12-2006	#5
SketchImpressions AlmostSmart Goddess Join Date: Jan 2006 Age: 35 Posts: 2,153 Rep Power: 69	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) shakes fist damm that rep failure. __________________ "I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells." — Dr. Seuss What we have is socialism for the rich and trickle down economics for the rest of us. I am part of the 99% of Americans left outside of Economic Elite circles...

02-21-2006	#6
Sir Auric ZOMGBBQCHEESESNACKS! Join Date: Jan 2005 Age: 36 Posts: 2,737 Rep Power: 47	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) Interesting. I liked the bit about shooting Tyler. If this was reworked into some format or another, it would be powerful. __________________ With your eyes, see this moment. With your love, feel this pain. With your heart, find a rhythm. With your hands, hold the rain. I want everyone to remember how precious life is...I didn't think too much about the future until I created it for myself...now I'm a bit more mature and have a beautiful daughter. Don't cheat yourself of a full life, surrounded by the people, things, and memories that you cherish.

02-21-2006	#7
SpudNuts Just Bubblin' Join Date: Mar 2004 Age: 37 Posts: 2,179 Rep Power: 52	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) Damn Hippies... __________________ Alba gu bràth

02-21-2006	#8
Sir Auric ZOMGBBQCHEESESNACKS! Join Date: Jan 2005 Age: 36 Posts: 2,737 Rep Power: 47	Re: Things I hate (I must be emo) Hippies...where? __________________ With your eyes, see this moment. With your love, feel this pain. With your heart, find a rhythm. With your hands, hold the rain. I want everyone to remember how precious life is...I didn't think too much about the future until I created it for myself...now I'm a bit more mature and have a beautiful daughter. Don't cheat yourself of a full life, surrounded by the people, things, and memories that you cherish.

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